You should kinda just do whatever you want as long as your intentions are good. A lot of us get held back by the idea that we aren't good enough, or something is bad, or some people will even make us believe it's harmful. The fear of getting bullied or called cringe for simply enjoying life is a genuine problem. Stop caring, it took me a very long time (and still is, I'm working on it) but one day you'll realize that all this stuff you've held back is true happiness, it could be part of the reason you're miserable, get out there and have fun!
It's weird how something has inherit value to you, you love it and you want to share it with the worth but no one else seems to have that same passion or spark you do. Sure it makes you happy regardless but there's still such a huge longing to just have someone love what you love, care what you care about, feel something... y'know?
If you appeal to everyone, you appeal to no one.
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